Thinking back, I really want to thank you for everything single thing you've done for me, every memory you've given to me to keep as little treasures of time. It really meant alot to me to have someone care for me so much..thank you=)just wanna remind you that you never fail to put a smile on my face=)

dance those blues away...

Today's tech run was D-R-A-I-N-I-N-G! It started at 8.30am and ended at only 4pm! Today we practised all the traffic flow, and quick changes..I'm super duper free for the first half, but I'm rushing like a mad headless chicken during the second half..I'm not the worse though..year 1s like Zan and Taiyi have got it MUCH worse than me..
Anyway, today Lis kinda fainted / collapsed in school...she was running a DAMN HIGH FEVER, and she suddenly couldn't stand straight in the lt. Wei an carried her out, and PeeHua & I rushed over to help..Lis was lying on my legs the whole time, and omg...my legs felt like they were burning...goes to show how high her temperature was...attempted to ice her...Mrs Ting was trying to make her drink something, but all to no avail..Her godma finally came, and Mrs Ting & Beau followed..They took her to CGH. Well, she's discharged now, but still must pray for her..

Anyway, after that Wei An & I headed down to church to do UGLY rehearsal...he choreo-ed the whole thing! And it's quite fun to do too! hahaha...got to get into the bimbo mood man..HAIZ.

I feel so drained of energy man. So many things going on at once...I haven't done any tutorial during the weekend AT ALL. argh....

Jealousy is terrible disease that just spreads from one small part to the entire body. At first it's just the mind that has such jealous thoughts..then to spreads to the body language. Now I just can't seem to get myself out of it..Everytime I see that certain someone, I'm just so filled to the brim with jealousy and anger. what's wrong with me man....



I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I simpathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

dance those blues away...

with reference to the song, don't worry I've not gone emo haha.
I've come back from my holiday in numbnumbville...
Well, perhaps it's because I haven't had time to think about anything haha. School then remedial then dance then ballet then all the way back to seletar then bathe then CRASH. yup that's how my life's been so far.
Anyway, I think working with a person, you get to see his/her true colours & who this person REALLY is, and not how you originally perceived them to be. Sometimes it can be disappointing and annoying, but what can I do right? some people are just so full of themselves..

All right Footnotes is coming in 2 weeks time, and it's really gonna be a GINORMOUS task to clean up everything - arms, head, body alignment, legs, feet, expression, mood etc.

Had Zakihop rehearsal today..then headed to parkway for lunch with Wei An, Laura, Leepeehua, Jing Han and phoebe.
hey jing han, you still owe me a treat cos you've got half my name=)
haha...ballet today was not bad.. I sweated SO MUCH. like..rivers of sweat were flowing. LOL. Must do more splits though. My extensions are still stuck. haiz. haha...

dance those blues away...

My life's so cluttered up.
I've conveniently managed to fill my organiser out, with many markings made on every single box of the week.
During the day I kill myself mentally over school, then after that I murder myself at dance to choreograph as well as learn the steps. By the time I'm done for the day, I'm too dead tired to do anything. And let's not forget church rehearsals....
There's also Advance 1 exam, Ms Ho's concert and the taboo word - A levels to think about.
ARGH.
Alot of things have been on my mind recently, and they're not exactly pleasant to have to ponder over.. I guess these are the contributing factors to why I might be edgy sometimes, so don't mind me.

Life can really get very complicated sometimes. From the simple things in life to the more complex areas. They are all equally irritating when you have to make decisions concerning them.
Just wish I could take a peek at the blueprint of my life..then I would be able to know what decisions to make.

God, please help me through this.

dance those blues away...

There are no nice tv shows in the afternoon.
Well you're probably wondering what I'm doing at home.
I didn't go to school today because I'm sick....I'll be returning to the torture chamber tomorrow though.

Anyway, to everybody who read this:
Come for
VJ Dance Concert
"Footnotes - it's all in the details"
2nd and 3rd May 2008 (fri and sat)
7:30pm
VJC Performance Theatre
Tickets: $10 each

COME k? hahaha.
ok I better go do some electric field tutorial and stats if not I'll lag behind even more...



When I give my heart it will be completely,
Or Ill never give my heart.
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too,
Is when I fall in love with you.

dance those blues away...

Dance is starting to get taxing, now that Footnotes(formerly known as Regale, a.k.a. VJ Dance Concert) is 2-3 weeks away. There're rehearsals every single day, and they last for 3-4 hours each day. It's really a mad rush because choreographers(like me and the rest of the out-of-brain-juice people) are busy churning out steps at lightning speed, and the dancers are occupied with absorbing all the steps from different dances. It's chaos man.

Anyway, the stupid cough's got worse today, and I feel absolutely terrible. I would have not pulled myself out of bed if not for dance rehearsal today. Got to learn choreo for the vetting tomorrow.. haiz.
Oh yea, yesterday Phoe and I went down to Stage Image to confirm the ballet costume design. Well technically she met me there. So, she didn't have to suffer getting lost. From Bugis mrt station, I walked towards Golden Landmark Hotel (not bad eh..still on track), then I called Mdm Tan(owner of stage image). "just walk down..all the way down" she said. I asked if it was Arab street, she said:"yea yea, just walk down". ok so I started on my expedition in search of Stage Image in black clothes (absorbs heat quickly!) and HIGH HEELS.
I walked up AND down Arab street and still couldn't find it! Stopped to ask some guy if he knew where Stage Image was..."oh oh yea..you can try down there" and pointed down the road..
I was like...WTH I just came from that side you goondu brain! Called Stage Image, and mdm tan told me it's along NORTH BRIDGE ROAD. OHHH AMMM GEEEE...
all right, so I found it, sat down to look through all the her material samples, picked out some chiffon, stretchy material etc. Phoe came, and we decided on the design.. SO if there're any ballet item dancers reading this, your costume's BLUE. haha. LOL. you'll have to do some manual work though...SEW SEQUINS MUAHAHA. LOL.

Well, anyway, I shall return to copying Electromagnetism notes from Liu Ying..no people, I didn't skip my lecture..I missed it while in B-e-a-u-tiful Barcelona hahahahah. okok ciao..
OH I FORGOT TO ADD: VJC DANCE ENSEMBLE GOT 2 AWARDS FOR THE BARCELONA DANCE AWARDS!
1) 2nd for Choreography
2) Best Performance in Theatre (Ciudad de Tordera Special Award)



i know you mean well, but it's just very difficult to comply, especially when you always put things in such a harsh way.

dance those blues away...