hi! This my very first time using the computer in VJC's library! haha! Today felt so slack man. Single-period tutorials, lectures, and GP was cancelled today! Too bad I can't relax as much as I would like to. Why? Because I've got 1500m finals later at 5.40pm for sports day. I can't believe how terribly nervous I'm feeling...with all that experience I've accumulated over the past 4 years, you would think that someone like me would be quite accustomed to competitive running. Well, that's not the case, because quite evidently, the standard in VJC is MUCH higher than in TK. Back in secondary school, I could get 1st for Road Runs and track events. Now, I'm 79th position in A division for X-country! My greatest fear is of getting last. Sounds very dumb, I know, but I've never known what it feels like to get last...that's why I'm so afraid of it. This fear's so bad that in the morning, I actually contemplated on pulling out of the event. It sounds very cowardly though...Anyway, after talking to Calista, I think I'll just run and get house points for Phoenix. EVen if I get last, I still finished the race...it'll be hard cos it'll be so malu, but yea..ah what the heck.

dance those blues away...