today was a rather bad day...it just got worse and worse and worse...
It started off with chinese where i got 62% which is quite good considering the fact that I had no idea how to answer the compre questions.. you must be wondering why i would consider the day a horrible one...well it starts here.

I got back my econs: 37 / 100 (S)
I was quite bummed out by it because I was in the bottom 3 of my class..
but just when i thought things couldn't get worse, I got back my maths paper.
I shan't reveal my results, but I cried SLIGHTLY after I got my paper... you can infer how bad it was.

Thanks to kaiwan, pearlyn and liu ying for cheering me up..for treating me to lunch, for the chocolate therapy, and for the analysis of how I can improve... thanks guys, so much.

Thank you Gabby too for the "POPS" chocolates to cheer me up. =)

Plus, thank you Dwayne and pastor daph for those smses. haha.

and, mummy too, for the "oh oh." message and all your other messages in response to my results.
oh thank you everyone else for attempting to comfort me in one way or another...

Despite all that, I still feel quite terrible..Am I that stupid that I can't pass 3 subjects out of 4?
I mean...I've never felt so dumb in all my life.

Everytime I think about my rock bottom results, I can feel tears well up.

And Laura, the reason I shout at you when teaching you chem, is because I don't want you to fail like I did. It's seriously something you don't want to experience because the feeling is the most horrible feeling ever.

sorry for being so fierce.

dance those blues away...