ok I know I should be sleeping now since it's 12.39am and I've to wake up for church, but my mind's been too active. I need to put some of the words down into soft copy, because I'm too lazy to write it all down. typing's much faster.

My mind's been really random tonight, thinking about everything under the sun / moon for that matter. Was thinking about how to save money by travelling, how much i'd save if i bought a weekend saver instead of using the 10x2hr metcard, when to buy my groceries since I didn't go today, what to write for my CFI essay, when to eat my chocolate cookie, whether I should buy more milo powder, if my carrots are rotting in the fridge, how on earth I could have changed so much in one month, wishing to some extent I could return to my carefree self, analysing the advantages of doing things, thinking about rent, feeling apprehensive about things....

I wish my brain would give me a break.

hey brain, shut up. let me sleep. pester me tomorrow, just leave me alone tonight.

dance those blues away...