time to lose weight!!!
oh dear.. I've put on 3 kg!!! ____!!! (insert an exclamation of your own choice, because I can't say Ssshhh....)

ok the cow is non-existent from now on. no more cow allowed. HAHA.
NO SNACKS (try la....)


Anyway, cell today was really good.. It was just worship and soaking and more worshipping.. no bible study at all. hahah. but it was really good that the whole worship felt so spirit-led.. It's like.. just song after song, and word after word from God. It was quite amazing..

During the soaking, I was reminded of a verse.. Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;

in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight."


I guess in a way I felt quite comforted by that... Was asking God questions, and that quite answered me. Not in the way I wanted him to (like a direct YES or NO), but it does say that if I acknowledge him through my every action, word and thought, then he will carry me through life despite difficulties and all. That was a real comfort because it was like an instruction - do this, and you will get that. I'm a person who needs such direct rules to follow, so this was SUPER for me=) Throughout worship, Pammie made alot of calls for people who needed prayer etc, but I was too scared to stand up... All I have to say is that God's been really patient with me tonight. I didn't ask for prayer despite one million offers to pray for people.. And well after a LONG time, Nick said that if it's too embarrassing, we could go to our prayer partners to request for prayer.. After 5 minutes of FURTHER contemplating, I went up to Ven Xhin.. (Hallelujah for a patient God, who gives us MANY MANY chances.. haha). She prayed for me, and it helped alot=) shan't put down what she said la.. might bore people to sleep. haha.
Anyway, all in all, cell today was AWESOME=)

dance those blues away...